I am still scared of change. But aren't we all?
I remember Alejandro Jodorowsky used to say that between doing something and not doing it, you should always go for the first, if you fail at least you'll have the experience.
I re-started this blog from scratch not long ago because I was longing for change. If I am offered change I am going to take it.
If it doesn't work, I'll change again. I don't know how I ended up feeling 'stuck' in there. I want to be more like a gypsy. I want to feel less attached, I want to be able to say: tomorrow I want to go to a different place, take my few things and start again; without fear.
I want to act again, to dance again, to paint music and write stories. I want to feel like the world belongs to me...